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Age

19

Birthday

May 7

 

About Me

☠Enter My Dreams Find Your Natural (HIGH)☠









i have Nothin 2 tell about ma SELF
am some one Feeling Pain ☠
n ma Soul Full of HATE......










Spending... Fading... Thou wert a flower, growing into his soul.
Crying... Despising. You lit his silent path of night!

Bleeding... Screaming...
Suffering... Hating for love!








Interests

Dark oceans we cry... God wonders why...
but we see ourselves in darkness with our love.
Abandoned by time and space,
we are still alive, we are not alone.
We are one under the banner of the fallen angel!





"RULES"

1-Dont Trust anybody
2-No ignoring
3-No quiting without saying so first
4-No killing someone or a chracter they created without their permission
5-No extreme romance
if it will get us banned DONT DO IT!!!!!!!!!





((Ten Rules for the Good Life))
*Never put off till
tomorrow what you can do today.

*Never trouble another for
what you can do yourself.

*Never spend your money
before you have it.


*Never buy what you
do not want because it is cheap;
it will never be dear to you.

*Pride costs us more than hunger,
thirst, and cold.

*Never repent of having
eaten too little. Nothing
is troublesome that we do willingly.

*Dont let the evils which
have never happened cost you pain.

*Always take things by their smooth handle.

*When angry, count to ten before you

*speak; if very angry, count to one hundred.



What im going to do without you?You are

my everything,my reason to live
.I cant

learn to live without your

touch,without your kisses,
and your

smile..and without everything
that you

are....Oh my sweet love..."

The boy,then,took her face into his

hands and looked her deep into the

eyes:"My girl,if you love me so much,i

will be always with you,in your

thoughts,in your mind,in your

heart..forever.And i will protect

you,and watch you from the sky
.so you

would not be alone,never,
my sweet (Angel)




"But i want you here,with me..its not

the same..I want your love,your kisses

and your hugs..If you would die,im

coming after you,and we will be

togheter forever."said the girl,and

gets up from the ground.


Behind the shadow of life, the lost hopes are grieving.
I seek the night, and hope to find love.
So I drown in the silence of life's short eternity.
The tears fills the void in my heart, astray...

Embrace me now, delightful ease!
Give me a world of wondrous peace!

Calm the desperate scream in my heart!
......................................

Oh, shed a tear for the loss, of innocence,
for the forsaken spirits who aches... in us.
Cry for the heart who surrenders to pain,
for the solitude of those, left, behind!




Sport Smoke Goin Out Listen Music Selfphones
Counter Strike
sweet things makeing fun of Ppl




((((Bad dreams))))

One day you will look back and laugh at yourself.

You eurotradell say, oelig I can tradet believe I was so asleep!

How did I ever forget the truth?

How ridiculous to believe that sadness and sickness

Are anything other than bad dreams.?




~~~!!!~~~Your Life-Book~~~!!!~~~
Do you want to exclude something
From your life-book?
Then
Exclude your doubt-chapter.
God will bless you
Immediately.
Do you want to include something
In your life-book?
Then
Include your confidence-chapter
You will bless yourself
Eternally.



Favorite Music




Nickel Back...

Hinder...

Sting...

Marc Anthony...

Marvin Gaye...

James Brown...

Darren Hayes...

Bon Jovi...

Elliott Yamin...

Chris Daughtry...

Saybia...

3 Doors Down...

Poets of the Fall...

Creed...

Stones...

Alter Bridge...

Trading Yesterday...

Hoobastank...

Josh Groban...

daniel bedingfield...

System of a Down...

Seether...

Limp Bizkit...

Korn...

Cranberries...

Aerosmith...

Manowar...

Santana...

Nocturnal rites...

Rainbow...

Twisted Sister...

Ac/Dc...

Dokken...

Snakepit...

Giuffria...

Guns'N Roses...

Horrifid...

Cinderella...

Black Sabbath...

Velvet Revolver...

Elan...

Lenny Kravtis...

Iron Maiden...

Saul Hudson ( $lash )...

Yngwie Malmsteen...

Y&T...

Steel Heart...

Queen...

The Eagles ...

Pink Floyd...

U2...

Bob Marley...

Nirvana...

Motorhead...

Queit Riot...

Deep Purple...

Judas Priest...

Ronnie James Dio...

Scorpions...

Led Zeppelin...

The Rolling Stones...

Axel Rudi Pell...

Ozzy Osbourne...

johnny cash...

Bob Seger...

Bullet For My Valentine...

KISS...

Metallica...

Savatage...

Anathema...

Opeth...

Lake Of Tears...

Estatic Fear...

After Forever...

Haggardagath Dimond...

Odes...

Night-Fall...

Orphan Land...

Gardenian...

Dark Seed...

BrimStone...

Cradel Of Failth...

Eternal Tears Of Sorrow...

To Die For Love...

Epica...

Hammerfall...

Katatonia...

lacrimas profundere...

Kitty...

Children Of Bodom...

My Dying Bride...

King Diamond...

Penumbra ...

(E)vANe$cEnc(E)...

†...TODieFor ...†






† It Grieves My Heart †

The world is falling so cold and grey.
Shallow and empty life lingers on.

It grieves my heart, it tears me apart...
I hear this constant disharmony!

Now I ride with the mocking and friendly ghouls on the night-wind, and play
by day amongst the catacombs. I know that light is not for me.

Lost in a dead world...
With broken wings!

Human reality feeds upon a whore!
For what idols have these lowlifes
bowed their heads to build up a shattered world?
Kill the bitch on the cross...
Scorn their sacred loss!
And the sheep are making love to the madness of the flow!
Is this all they know...?

The madness of the flow will take the final blow,
as the sun goes down over mankind's tomb
in the universal graveyard of filth and slime.
This is Our time!

Lost in a sick world...
Beholding the corruption!

Curse them all!
Lead them astray!
It grieves my heart they won't go away!

Now I ride with the mocking and friendly ghouls on the night-wind, and play by day amongst the catacombs.
I know that light is not for me, save that of the moon over the rock.
I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.










~!~!~I Fear And I Brave ~!~!~
"I Fear........

*The heavy weight of a
fleeting second.................

*When I think of.........................

*My ignorance-body.......................

"I brave..................

*The heavy weight
of slow centuries............

*When I meditate on.................

*My illumination-soul..................
 

Favorite Movies

The cold wind blew into my life, my adored. A bleeding heart we share, now on Azrael's wings. I fall like autumn rain... You are my everything. This lovelorn kiss of death in lugubrious silence Dawn breaks open like a wound... and the dreadful sun Two souls entwined together, Still so alone. Both you and I are shattered And frozen in stone. You begged for air from within this cold tomb with pain sharp as a knife I now lie resting like a child on thy womb, gave back a part of my life. For a while it had disappeared, but nothing was changed. A haze fell forever with her fading life. I leaned my head back... then drank of opaline. The emerald goddess came to me... she craved my soul And just for a while... I had forgotten. Yes, it was all forgotten, but nothing was changed. Suddenly a cold breeze blew across our room... I felt like I wanted to leave... this world with her. Come; drink with me the divine nectar of Olympus! Sit beside me and help defy our adversity and loss... This adversity and loss. It all ends with you! I kiss you in your dying breath; sleeping quietly now. Swept away by heavy eyelids; forever in my dreams... And you will be safe in my dearest dreams... My love... forever in my dearest dreams.

 

Favorite TV Shows



Friends,,Mad about U ,,Sinfeeld ,,what i like abouy you ,,,College hell ,,my wife and kids






In the beginning all
I hear is people singing

Deep and low
with iron bells ringing

And theres a source of
heat near my feet

Im so weak I pass
in and out of sleep

Flashes of light blotches of colour

I yell out for help but its
drown out by weather

Downpour terenchal
power of the vengeful

This was all triggered
by the sub-conscious central

Sweet dreams are hideous

lets not confuse those

Bad dreams will find you
confine yo to circles

Every other movement is slowed
by your mind
Thats why stabbing them blind
is no crime

With no REM. your
bound to cave in

And life in the conscious life
is quite grim

If I can't escape than
I'll die in my sleep

Cause the cliff is to steep and
the waters to deep


 

Favorite Books


~!~Three Things I Love~!~


??Only three things I Love??






The child-dance..Of the morning sky.




The hero-lance..Of the mid-day sky.




The yogi-trance..Of the evening sky.




(((((((Fallen Angels)))))))

Theres a candle burning i
n the world tonight
For another child who
vanished out of sight
And a heart is broken,
another prayer in vain
Theres a million tears
that fill a sea of pain

Sometimes I stare
out my window
My thoughts all
drift into space
Sometimes I wonder
if theres a better place

(Tell me)
Where do fallen angels go
I just dont know
Where do fallen angels go
They keep falling

Now the times is frightening
Cant ignore the facts
Theres so many people
Just slippin through the cracks

So many ashes are scattered
So many rivers run dry
Sometimes your Heaven
is Hell and you dont know why

(So listen)
Where do fallen angels go
I just dont know
Where do fallen angels go
They keep falling, falling, falling...

Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Somewhere out there
theres a shining light
And I got to be with you
tonight

And with all were nowhere
We still pay the price
Yeah the Devil seems to get his way
In downtown paradise

Where do fallen angels go
I just dont know
Where do fallen angels go
They keep falling, falling, falling...

Where do fallen angels go, tell me
I just dont know
Where do fallen angels go
They keep falling, falling, falling...










 

Favorite Quote


†~!~MY Sad quotes~!~†


1-Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain

2-There's a good side to getting hurt

a lot...after a while it just doesn't
bother you as much.



3-You can try your hardest,
you can do

everything and say everything,
but

sometimes people just aren't worth

trying over anymore...
they aren't worth

worrying about...
it's important to know

when to let go of someone
who only brings you down.



4-I don't know why your
heart doesn't

do what your mind tells it to



5-You may have created my past and

screwed up my present, but you have no

control over my future



6-And even though the moment just

passed me by, I still cant turn away.



7-For once, instead of telling me the

reasons why i shouldnt cry, actually

pay attention to the reasons why I am.


8-And if i hurt you, then i'm sorry.

Please don't think that this was easy



9-All good things have endings -- The

Get Up Kids



10-It's such a lie that you should do

what's in your heart. If we all did

what was in our hearts, the world would

come to a halt. -my so called life



11-Sometimes i may hate you, but i'll

always love you

12-How do you leave the past behind,

when it keeps finding ways to get to

your heart?



13-Smile. It's easier than explaining

why you're sad.



14-Sometimes bad things happen for no

reason, no purpose. They just occur and

we're left to pick up the pieces the

best we can. --



15-The best way to appreciate something

is to be without it for awhile.



16-It's not a lie if you believe it .
. it's no mistake if it's always repeated.


17-The truth is, everyone's going to

hurt you. You just have to decide who

is worth the pain.



18-Sometimes what you want the most --

you're better off without.



19-There is an end to things no matter

how much we want to hold onto them.



20-I don't know if you've ever felt

like that. That you wanted to sleep for

a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or

just not be aware that you do exist.

Or something like that. I think wanting

that is very morbid, but I want it when

I get like this. That's why i'm trying

not to think. I just want it all to

stop spinning. (the perks of being a wallflower)



21-A person may be in love with someone

untill the end of time, but if that

person doesn't tell their feelings of

love, it will just be another person

living a dream, lost of true love.



22-i never knew what I had until the

first day it wasn't there.


23-You hurt me so bad, but maybe it's

my fault, because I stuck around too
long.


24-I was lost. There was nobody for me

to talk to about all that you were

troubling me with. So I sat alone, with

everything inside, and cried myself to sleep.



25-Sometimes if you really want to make

things work you have to keep you mouth

shut and put your hurt aside.



26-I never knew until that moment, what

it was like to lose something I never

really had. ~The Wonder Years



27-It's easy to let go when
holding on
hurts so bad.



28-To many of us stay walled because we

are afraid to care too much, for fear

that the other person does not care as

much or not at all




29-It's sad to think you'll never be

mine, it's even sadder to realize I

knew it all the time.


30-And sometimes your heart takes you

to places that can never lead to a

happy ending.









((Girls should be angels))

~What Goes Around Comes Around ~


~!~emptiness~!~

your soul will forever cry

slowly you will fade away




your God is dead

your world is gone

your conscience/a prison




youve got no free will

youre a living dead/a marionette

I am your deepest fear

I am the truth

I know who you are

I know your real name



wake me up from my sleep

a ghost from the past

a voice from the grave

you know I will find you

its written in your eyes

emptiness....

wake me up from my sleep

sometimes you love me

wake me up from my dreams

sometimes you hate me

wake me up from my sleep

you have got the key

wake me up from my dreams

and you will learn to see

emptiness


....

you have got the key

I will lead you to the gate

you will learn to see

through the eyes of the Beast







~!~The Cost~!~.
..............

**The cost of forgiveness:

"Cheaper than nothingness.
.
.
.

**The cost of oneness:

"Dearer than fulness.
.
.**The cost of God-manifestation:

"Much more than man-perfection.
.
.







hardware/brain

dark dreams/the law

its a sign/you know the claw

from the past

a prophesy

its my number/666

 

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Dont think about Death : Jul 16, 2008


Death is not the end
Death can never be the end.

Death is the road.
Life is the traveller.
The Soul is the Guide

...

Our mind thinks of death.
Our heart thinks of life
Our soul thinks of Immortality


The Fear Of Life And Death

Death wanders through our lives at will, sweet Death
Is busy with each intake of our breath.
Why do you fear her? Lo, her laughing face
All rosy with the light of jocund grace !
A kind and lovely maiden culling flowers
In a sweet garden fresh with vernal showers,
This is the thing you fear, young portress bright
Who opens to our souls the worlds of light.
Is it because the twisted stem must feel
Pain when the tenderest hands its glory steal?
Is it because the flowerless stalk droops dull
And ghastly now that was so beautiful ?
Or is it the opening portal's horrid jar
That shakes you, feeble souls of courage bare?
Death is but changing of our robes to wait
In wedding garments at the Eternal's gate



I Live yet do not Live in Me



I live yet do not live in me,
am waiting as my life goes by,
and die because I do not die.

No longer do I live in me,
and without God I cannot live;
to him or me I cannot give
my self, so what can living be?
A thousand deaths my agony
waiting as my life goes by,
dying because I do not die.

This life I live alone I view
as robbery of life, and so
it is a constant death -- with no
way out until I live with you.
God, hear me, what I say is true:
I do not want this life of mine,
and die because I do not die.

Being so removed from you I say
what kind of life can I have here
but death so ugly and severe
and worse than any form of pain?
I pity me -- and yet my fate
is that I must keep up this lie,
and die because I do not die.

The fish taken out of the sea
is not without a consolation:
his dying is of brief duration
and ultimately brings relief.
Yet what convulsive death can be
as bad as my pathetic life?
The more I live the more I die.

When I begin to feel relief
on seeing you in the sacrament,
I sink in deeper discontent,
deprived of your sweet company.
Now everything compels my grief:
I want -- yet can't -- see you nearby,
and die because I do not die.

Although I find my pleasure, Sir,
in hope of someday seeing you,
I see that I can lose you too,
which makes my pain doubly severe,
and so I live in darkest fear,
and hope, wait as life goes by,
dying because I do not die.

Deliver me from death, my God,
and give me life; now you have wound
a rope about me; harshly bound
I ask you to release the cord.
See how I die to see you, Lord,
and I am shattered where I lie,
dying because I do not die.

My death will trigger tears in me,
and I shall mourn my life: a day
annihilated by the way
I fail and sin relentlessly.
O Father God, when will it be
that I can say without a lie:
I live because I do not die?

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Jul 27 2:16 PM
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lk hi ya shamel *17* how are u
 
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May 19 2:58 PM
 
As I saw the world in flames , Through the eyes of eternal life , I wish to destroy the life , For every innocent (child) cry .
As a sign to die , As I see the mistakes of man ,I feel my anger , God will make the end of time
You cry forever , I cry , I saw the eternal winds
Your voice screams like , The rain from sky , The end of time has come , Neither time nor a sign , Can stop this circle of death



Lost in yourself there's no way to get out
The world is burning bright
Nothingness before the end
Unreality of fear
A prophecy Is on the sky
Obscurity Over the world

I cry , I saw the eternal winds

An image of total devastation
Characterize the world of today

 
May 19 10:09 AM
Sindy says:
 
Hi cool profil!!!;).........thanx for the add!!!!:D
 
May 19 1:49 AM
dina says:
 
hiiii ..happy birthdaaaay
ya a7la anas w 3a2bal almeet senee ya rab
bonne fete ..t c byeeezz
 
May 17 11:18 AM
dina says:
 
no thax 2elak 3l comment w nice to meet u anas
tc ...
 
May 17 10:10 AM
dina says:
 
hii 2elak kman ,thx
nice name black moon&nice pic
tc...
 
 
May 17 4:20 AM
 
Keep your eyes on the wounds
Those rivers will run dry soon
Will it leave you wanting more
The taste of flesh that bleeds in your honour

 
May 17 4:19 AM
 
"And the hope will die
When the curtains fall
And silence the pain"





Light, joy, love, hope, trust
All is lost

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